So finally today I took steps to unpack my lap top from college and pulled off and recover almost all of the old e-mail that I exchange back in my college days I don't think those complete recovery but the e-mail was pretty successful. I was able to recover old conversations old debate ahead of the people and with myself. I got to see rehashing the some of the really significant relationships in my life. I also got her call people from college that I met that have escaped my memory unit brings all that stuff flooding back. It was related to bring that stuff back to dishearten some ways as I read through some of the old e-mail from an , it was a very important relationship to come. I get to feel all the same stresses and palpitations that I fell in the old relationship. It was an interesting feeling and it makes me look forward to exploring those feelings with 10 years plus of you know hindsight.
I also got to dig in a mild laptop and pulp a bunch of files from my graduate school era and what came over from the college year so hopefully I should actually have a pretty good compilation of all files and most of them are intact had some trouble transferring some but hopefully I can get through that quickly.
Also having about 10 years of perspective now on a much more richer rain or the philosophical concepts that I deal with are a lot more mature in my mind now. It seems like now I'm in a much better place to apply myself to my work on philosophical and professional work when I was younger my writing voice was much more preachy and I think now with a bit of practice I read skills can be more mature clever and refined.
So what do I have it from a half couple years for the e-mail inbox messages centerstage I have references to what ideas about. Knowledge complexity edge of chaos fractal patterns that I saw when I was a college student and I think now the site is a celibate shared I don't think they exploded like I expected them to play now I can look back with fondness ideas and explain those ideas so that in the context of where they're being developed but done in the context of literature rather than wonky journal articles or academic papers. I really wonder if I've lost my flair for prose.
So I guess the fun is to write this book now with PE academic books I brought along with me plus those that I can decide to buy the first draft of all my drafts of chapters and notes about the both of us into my laptop the e-mails I have seen from my college days a working outline and a working outline from a box of notebooks and assorted materials from my work with Emily passow. Over the course so I should be able to compose a pretty good book. And maybe I can work that out this year seems like time and if I can get this book done and publish it and how have the money now to publish it myself if I want to. So I'm not titania editor not broke I can be my own man.
So that sets the agenda maybe this is the year that I publish my book in 2010 2011 and what ideas this week on the get through this week to work with the next week I focus on being home and working on this book and working with Dragon. Swim about Cal State Fullerton think this is now this is my life did help me work hard at trying to sort out back the scope of my life lately that may be really what I needed was to remind myself of who I am and what I'm capable and the truth is that I can read a book with a Masters degree work of a project to develop a company office in time I sure as heck will be busy but then again that's a lot better than watched a lot of TV. Interacting with the screen up in screwed up by the amount of sunlight that gets into this room. I need to get some better curtains like those of a hotel. They block out the light.
There was some thought I had. one was about really starting back into the book and working towards the goal of getting the book published in some of the revolution to keep you reveal something profound about who I am and what matters to me.
I guess the quality of Dragon leave something to be desired. I guess the thing is monitor what is being typed for you so that you can edit in real-time and preserve your thoughts. Otherwise, you may find it challenging to look at what the computer is interpreted.
The question is does action begin with identity. Or does identity begin with action. When you describe human action in its significance to exist and be.